Wow, well, last night/this morning was certainly eventful. Started with plans to hang out with Lauren and Amanda at Paul's place at about midnight. Crap happened, and Paul's other friends left, then Paul was a duche to Lauren. So Lauren still headed over to Paul's to sort things out, and Amanda and I started heading back to my dorm. About half way there Derek (dude that is doing the same internship as me, except this will be his third summer and he has rank) calls me wanted to know if we'd like to help him finish off vodka. So me and Amanda cart ourself back to the other side of campus and to Derek's house and proceed to get drunk. After chilling there for awhile me and Derek walk Amanda back to her dorm, and head back to my dorm. Once we got to my dorm Stevie, Ryan, Matt, Derek, and I play Mario Party till about 6am. Dereck passed out around 4am I think and I wrote on him with a perminet marker. Once the game ended Ryan, Matt, and Stevie departed, but Derek was going to crash at my dorm since he lived across campus. Well, he woke up, and we proceeded to make out. Which Im hoping we can both effectively pretend never happened since it'd be a bit weird with the internship thing going on. It was a fun night/morning though, I'd do it again. The bad part is I didn't go to bed until 9am, and I woke up at 11am. Derek had to go play Racket Ball with Aaron (sales manager) at 9:30am. lol, I bet that was interesting.

Holy cats, I'm so glad my finals are done after tomorrow, I don't think I can study much longer...My grades are mildly up in the air...the best out come possible is three 4.0 and one 3.5, worst is one 4.0, two 3.5, and one 3.0. Most likely is two 4.0, 3.5, and 3.0. So I'm going to keep my fingers crossed...x_

Weeeeeee! Hung out with Aaron today and practiced Sales talk. Always fun, I'm getting SO pumped for this summer. 4.0 in Advertising class!! Also made much progress on my Telecom Study Guide, played Mario Party..and we've got plans to play at 11:30 again, so that's exciting. The days are going fast. :)

Slightly bummed about the prospect of not having a laptop this summer though. I'm thinking of quitting website work...

More studying until Mario Party, GO!

Whahaha!! Just took my Advertising final, and I'm feeling pretty good. I'm pretty sure I'm going to pull a 4.0 in that class. <3 Also, I figured out my stats grade..I have to get a 5.3/35 on the final in order to 4.0 the class. Enough said. I think I'm going to pull a 3.5 in Telecom and Econ, so this semester is turning out better then I thought. ^^

FINAL!! Meeting for the internship tonight before we leave on May 6th, so excited! THen I have a Mario Party date with some friends, and Invasion is finally on tonight with a new episode after like..a month of not. It's going to be a good day. <3

Saturday..dun dun, rocked my socks. I went to a food drive with my internship people and we collected roughly 600 cans of food in an hour. We rock, yes? Afterward we had a BBQ and just hung out, which was super fun, then a few of us went to the mall and purchased clothes for this summer. lol, Aaron got six exactly the same polos. Got home around 5pm for that, chilled a bit, then went to an Indian Dance thingy with Aaron, Naomi, and Derek. That was mildy boring but interesting at points. I was dead on my feet when that finished at nine, having got 3 hours of sleep the night before. Needless to say I was useless at conversation. ~_~ I like...my foot was like..squeezed by my shoe or something that day. The top of it hurts when I walk, crazy weirdness. Though it was definitely worth it. It was a spectacular day.

I can't wait for this summer!!!

Okay so...Friday night, party. This one guy (John) was there, and girl (Al). THey both had just been in a kinda tizzy, because John didn't want a relationship, and Al -said- the same, but secretly did. So then were semi out of sorts, which meant in order to be sensitive Al was off limits. As the night went one and alcohol got passed around, Lauren confides that Megen had declared to her that she wanted to make out with John that night. Paul then proceeded to tell me I should make out with him in order to 'beat' Megan. I said no, because Al was there. However...Al ended up leaving, which meant the coast was clear. I then proceeded to bring John home and made out with him for roughly two hours. I win. ...Plus, I kinda had my eye on him anyway from previous party's so it wasn't really driven by the fact that Megen wanted to make out with him, it was just an added bonus. *cough* Have I mentioned I don't really like Megan?

And...North Carolina it is! Around Greensborrow I'm told. The summer is coming.

Le sigh. One of those "What is my purpose?" kinda days. Well, not really day, last hour or so. I dunno. I'm extremely un-motivated in my classes. I should still average a 3.5, but that's really not up to par. It's annoying though, because I'm upset about it, but then when it's time to study I just..don't care. Blah. It's mostly related to writing an extra credit paper...I just..don't want to. I'm lazy, it's not like I'm busy doing anything, which is what makes it worse. Boo.

Then..what do I want to do out of college? Aaron talked to me about starting a business with designing fish aquariums for businesses, which would be amazing I think, but I I'm...years behind having the fish-knowledge for that. A lot of it just comes from doing too, so I'm not sure exactly how that'd work out. Ah well.

I seriously believe that this summer with my internship is going to be life shaping, I honest to god think that this summer is going to be the difference between having an amazing life, and having an average one. I'm so excited I don't know how to put it into words, it's just...so much is going to happen. I'm going to be seriously challenged, but I know I'm also going to make a lot of friends, and all the work, and the decision to work on those days that I just won't want to get up, and my hours, demos, attitude...I'm going to learn a lot about myself. And I'm going to prove myself to myself. Forget other people, I want to show myself that I can do this.

Anyway..we're doing a food drive then a bbq on Saturday, so that should be fun. Hopefully it's not too hot. I'm still rather worried about how I'm going to handle the weather this summer...lots of hats to hide sweaty hair, and maybe I can like..tape paper towel under my arms...right...

Two weeks, baby. Two weeks. *kicks time*

It's 4:30am...and...I beat Kingdom Hearts II...O_O Can't decdie if I want to go back and get everything or not...I'm not sure I'll sleep tonight...it's...over. ;_;

Okay, so last night at like...midnight, I randomly decide to go to a party with Megan. At about 1:30am, Megan wanted to leave, but I didn't. She didn't want to make me leave, so she stayed, and at about 2am her, Stevie, Ryan, and John were leaving, which were mainly the people I knew there and anyone that was walking in my direction to go home with, so I had to go too. I'm mildly upset with myself for not leaving when she wanted to, but then I don't think she really cares, but then I'm still kinda...eeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I dunno. This would so not be a problem if teleporters existed. Someone -really- needs to get on that.